31.03.2013

last day of march is spent thinking about what exactly went wrong. what did I do to deserve being torn apart like this. the mind is strong but the heart is weak. why such a drastic change? what on earth happened? I really miss you, I miss us. I can't move on with my life, I can't study anymore, I don't even know myself. everyday I just hope to see your name appearing on my phone. I want to text you but I don't know what to say. how are you feeling? do you feel the same as me?