28.02.2013

baby today you had your interview, and i'm glad you sounded so positive! i'm sure you'll land a good job and all, everything's gonna be so perfect :D

and you look sooooo handsome when you put on your suit I likeeeee xxx

"go to class also wear so nice you're really amazing you know that" - if you like it i'll dresss up everyday just for you.

I can't wait for samui when we can really sleep together and wake up together and really hold each other. xxx

-Joyce

27.02.2013

today you called the guy and you have a phone interview today and actual interview tomorrow! omg so good for all you know you may actually get confirmed a job before samui how good is that?!

me: "go do your stuff if you need to k don't let me distract you"
you: "how to not let you you're always in my mind"
that's really sweet baby. keep me there. I really want to stay there.

and when you said you didn't really care about the trip, only looking forward to see me, I felt like flying a little xo.

-Joyce

26.02.2013

baby today you're preparing for your interview tomorrow. and luckily hot party girl turned you down, because you got an email offering another interview! see!!! so many interviews coming your way sooooooooo good! :D

"you're such an angel everything you say just makes me feel good. you totally deserve lots of loving in samui from me you earned it!"

me: "oh ya forgot about you're deeply in love with those cooks (masterchef)"
you: "not as deeply as in love with you. just saying don't think too much. in case you go berserk."
HALO WHAT'S WITH YOU AND YOUR DISCLAIMERS HUH HUH HUH. very hard to love me? seriously?

-Joyce

25.02.2013

8 days to samui. soooo fastttt woohoooo!

me: "are you looking forward to it?"
you: "looking forward to hold you"
and I totally did the ^^ face - i'm looking forward to be held by youuuu.

and you're soooo not disciplined halo keep sleeping when you're supposed to be preparing for your interview!
you: "what are you doing to do about it?"
me: "punish you. no talking to you in samui."
you: "so just kissing? okay i'll have to accept that."
lol baby I don't think i'll ever be angry with you. you just have your way of turning the tables around.

-Joyce

24.02.2013

you're back todayyyy! ho ho ho so hapz. such a waste it kept raining so you're totally couch-bound. hope that samui wouldn't rain too much :/

-Joyce

23.02.2013

today you're fully submerged in nature, away from civilization. but I totally got owned by civilization, because the car ran out of battery! urgh angst.

hope you're enjoying yourself anyhow! xo.

-Joyce

22.02.2013

so today you went for your mountain staycation... and I miss you so.

-Joyce

21.02.2013

12 more days to samui ho ho ho ho ho!

today you had an interview but you think you didn't do that well. like you think your answers were not good enough for a manager's role plus if you get the job you'll have to move to Sydney, but you still prefer Melbourne. hmmmm see how it goes okay? don't worry too much. i'm sure everything comes for a reason and if you don't get this job, it means something better is waiting for you!

you: "actually don't smell. I naturally smell nice"
me: "i'll get used to it. and when you're smelly i'll smelly you back"
you: "so romantic ah! we';; smelly together so i'll have to bring you to shower together so that's the romantic part"

then we started talking about things to do in samui: "we'll just eat and sun tan and swim and make love okay. you're kinda sexy so it's hard not to think about it too much."
hmmmmm you got me thinkinggggg.

anyway you're going for your mountain staycation tomorrow :( i'm gonna miss you soooo much! just stay safe and enjoy yourself okay! :D xo

-Joyce

20.02.2013

I GOT YOUR LETTER TODAYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYY OMG OMG OMG MEGA HYPER oops. that's for the kitty omg shit I didn't get you anything at all how can like this. lose already :(

I fully fully cannot wait for samuiiiiii!

-Joyce

19.02.2013

we’re booking samui tix todayyyyyy!!!! yayness omg super excited really can hardly contain my excitement. it’s like first step to making US materialiseeeeee omg. okay actually i also don’t know what to expect from the trip lahhhh. but i’m just so excited to see youuuu! and we facetimed in bed, like when i jsut woke up. worst time to facetime because i think i look horrible. but i still like the feeling of it cause it puts a good start to my day and i feel really bad because you refuse to let me pay for my own tix! >:( “no good to transfer cause it will be converted to aud so your sgd will be more bo hua. so don’t worry i’ll pay for the air tix you just take care of me on the trip DD xxx” of course i’ll take care of you during the trip right! but still… i feel so bad. it’s okay. i’ll try again some other day. and you so mean i sent you a photo of weird guy who added me on fb and thanked me after that and you said “traumatizing”?!?!?! hahahahaha so mean hello. but i fully agree *oops* You: “precious hand cannot anyhow let people shake okay” Me: “will you shake my hand?” You: “pelase i’m holding your hand” and my face totally went ^^ -Joyce

18.02.2013

today i woke up angst because my laptop was wiped out so there goes my thesis. bringing life sucks to a while new level. but your encouragement totally kept me going “when i re-write it either becomes super good or super rubbish. and yours will be super good.” -Joyce

17.02.2013

omg the hotel in samui is confirmeddddddddddddd!!!!!!!!!!!!!! HOLY MOLY FULLY IMPLODING WITH EXCITEMENT. and so sorry you’re always sleepin gso late because of me that’s why pimples all coming out! “my fault for wanting to sleep with you” – i like that. BUT I STILL FEEL BAD -Joyce

16.02.2013

so today we embarked on our samui planning journey! woohoooo! this is gonna be so so so excitinggggg. then you were asking whether you should stay in sg for a bit. you know what? i really hope you can stay in sg with me all the time at least till i grad, then i can go find a job in melb. or if you wanna relocate to asia we can go HK together. i don’t care anymore. i just want to be with you. the desire is just getting stronger and stronger each day. and we had daddy’s birthday dinner today at zero.zero. really nice place with good food and ambience. i wanna bring you here! come back nowwwww! then you started to get depressed over having to send in more job applications tomorrow. i wish i knew what to say or do to make you feel better. i’m sure things will turn out fine. you just have to believe. -Joyce

15.02.2013

hello baby, so i saw your primary school teacher today! hahaha ms chitra. took me awhile to even remember her *oops* and you pulled the whole missing stunt again! fully going missing from sending your uncle to the airport you know i fully wanted to cry i was so worried for you that made me hate the fact that i’m so far away from you, only to be falling deeper for you. -Joyce

14.02.2013

happy valentine’s day baby. i wish that we’ll be spending the next valentine’s day together, and every subsequent one. i really do. funny how you’ve become such an important part of my life now. i just want to tell you what i’m doing/ thinking/ feeling every time, the whole time. i want to know what you’re doing/ how you’re feeling/ what you’re thinking too. you’re the first person i think of when i get up, the only reason why i check my phone so constantly. we’re already three hours apart, so i don’t want to miss any moments anymore. you’re the only reason i look forward to come home as early as i can, just to get good viber calls/ facetime before bed. that surely makes my nights feel better. i hope that one day, we can really just talk in bed before retiring for the night, and wake up seeing each other first thing in the morning. i’ve never felt such a desire for anyone else before. yes, never. i’ve never seen a future with anyone before. why am i so attracted to you? *oops very shy* you’re going to do inspection for your new house tomorrow. so good to have your own place and do whatever you like with it. i wish i can be there to share the excitement with youuuuu -Joyce

13.02.2013

babyyyy. today you fully disappeared from like 4:30 – 11pm your time omg i thought what happened. fully spammed you till death then hating myself because i’m so far from you! but yo uwere out with your ex-colleagues so… manybe i’m just over-thinking? and i wish i can do something for you for your interview round 2 tomorrow. -Joyce

12.02.2013

today’s third day of cny… totally dreading going back to school tomorrow but hey you have no work woohoo! but you went to do xray then back to mom’s place to use internet. wish i were there with you to make sure you put everything back into place so that you won’t get caught! and when i told you i think i speak too fast for my presentation you gave me the idea of using hand gestures. thanks for helping even though you’re sooooo far awayyyyy. i’m sure if you were here i’d definitely present it to you “omg cramps please go away whats wrong with it go haunt someone else please” – how cute can you be?! omggg too cuteeeee. me: “you must tell me when hot girl say you ke ai, or round ball write love letter to you. then i can angst naturally or laugh naturally.” you: “please i tell you everything.” yes baby tell me everything because i really want to know everything about you. -Joyce

11.02.2013

baby today my enczema acted up so bad. i feel so disfigured Me: “will you don’t want me if i’m disfigured?” You: “depends on how disfigured you are…. jokessss… i’ll still be texting and asking for you everyday.” thanks babyyyy. mean what you say okay! but if i’m really disfigured… PLEASE GET ME A GOOD PLASTIC SURGEON! today’s your first time at the chiropractor’s. i wish i can go with you! although i’m sure it’s nothing scary… i just wanna be there for you. with you. and you sent me a couple of photos of you testing out new specs…. totally cute. i like that you asked for my opinion, although i’m sure you look good in whatever specs you choose. really. you have the specs face! and you sent me a photo of ROUND BALL. that’s really mean hello please dont ever ever call me round ball i’ll be depressed and maybe suicidal. just get me some gym membership. i’ll get the hint! :/ -Joyce

10.02.2013

happy cny baby! soooo much feasting i wish i can spend it with you! sighpieeeeee. so you had a haircut today… but i don’t see any difference :/ oops. hahaha the lady got distracted by your… cute face? and muscles? and dimples? oops. and such a pity you have to go back to the city apartment even though you dont have work tomorrow. if i were there i’d stayover with you oops. i just want to be with you hmmm. what spell have you cast over me? -Joyce

09.02.2013

eve of cny! festive occasion makes me miss you a little more. “hunny bunny” auto corrected to “hubby bunny” oops. and you still approved totally not shy ah! then you were sharing your worries with me, that you don’t know wheter to tell your mom about you being unemployed now, or only let her know when you find a job. i’d say don’t tell her first, although i know there may be negative repercussions if she finds out. tough choice, but i’ll bear the consequences with you no matter what happens okay! -Joyce

08.02.2013

happy last day of work baby!!!! liberation for you woohoo! glad that you’re enjoying yourself with more farewell dinners and such. i really really really want to be there too and i’m having reunion dinner with my family today! wish you were here. eat together, talk together, laugh together. it’s so perfect… then i felt really bad that you stayed up ill almost 2;3oam your time but we still can’t facetime cause im still with my family and you said that we havent facetimed for a long time. sigh although i’m glad that you want to facetime with me, i feel soooo x100 bad that you stayed up for me yet still no facetime. sorry baby i wish i can do better than this. -Joyce

07.02.2013

you had interview again today! glad that you think it went good it’s gonna be sooooo good and i know it. you said you super hope you’ll get the job. i hope that you get it too! then you’ll feel more at east and stop worrying then you had drinks with your colleagues as farewell. if only i were there i could have join you guys! -Joyce

06.02.2013

today you had an interview (halfway through work). was worried + thinking of you the whole time, glad that you sounded sooooo positive after the interview! and even got the date for second interview. on valentine’s day! hahahaaa it’s gonna be such a goooooddd day! and you’re having another interview tomorrow! glad that you’ve got a friend to help you with this interview. it’s gonna be soooo good glad that you went home to prepare and feel excited for the interview. first step to success! and since you said tomorrow’s interview has good future prospect, i hope you get it! You: “too much HK in my uni life angst” Me: “so if next time i go HK you’ll hate me” You: “no i’ll come live with you and angst behind their backs” i like that you initiated coming with me! i really want ot be with you it feels so complete. i just know it. “Andrew you’re so on form” – HMMMMM You: “thanks for you 5min. youre always there for me when i need you.” Me: “even when you don’t need me i’ll still hang around bugging you” You: “thank you for that too” hope you’ll never ever get sick of me. really. i really want to do something about us. hopefully in few months to come once i graduate we can work something out. i don’t know why but i want this so bad. -Joyce

05.02.2013

Today you have a phone interview for a call centre – shit job with shit pay as you call it. sucks to know you’re feeling unhappy about being unemployed but i can’t do anything forthen i you. i mean even if i were there with you there’s also isnt anything i can do, but at least i can give you a hug and let you know that everything’s gonna be okay. but don’t lose hope okay, next interview’s only gonna be better when i sent you a photo pf my handwriting (my essays) and you said “you’re such a beautiful girl” for a moment my heart stopped cause i thought you meant it for someone else oops :/ managed to get you a list of tough interview questions in preparation for your interview tomorrow. makes me feel 0.0002% more useful haha. but still glad that they can somehow help you a bittttt :i just have to familiarise with it and go in with more confidence. scared cause it’s really at stake. it’s this or doom kind. and the last two interviews i was unsuccessful.” – i wish i knew what to say or do when you’re down like this. maybe secretly glad that i’m not there cause i’ll be at a loss of what to say. but then again, i can always give you a hug and let you know that i’ll be there for you. wait for me, will you? and meanwhile, dont lose faith in yourself. -Joyce

04.02.2013

got my revision timetable today. we can really really fully plan march trip already!!!!!!!!!! and i like the idea you so voluntarily and willingly say you’ll cook for me when i’m there so all i have to do is to be fed by you. that’s like in my own little paradise with you. CAN’T WAITTTTTTTT! and i helped you do your survey stuff for your job applications. finally not feeling useless. able to help a little. and sent you photos of you and your ex *oops* omg now so threatened she so cute please. and you must have really liked her a lot. i just have that… feeling. hmmmm. can’t deny i’m kinda jealous of her but i don’t know for what reason. but she’s really cute with thouse smiley little eyes. ME: “Omg so full now feels pregnant” You: “come let you lie on me have a rest and let me gently rub your tummy aww our baby x” whutttttttt -.- lollll. and i really really hope your interview tomorrow goes smoothly. I wish i can be there to give you moral support buttttt…. i’m sure you’ll do well anyway. xo. -Joyce

03.02.2013

today you mentioned you wanna be a kid again. cause you’re preparing for your interview. I wish i can be there to rehearse for the interview with you. and let you know that everything’s gonna be okay. “20mins late (for class). that’s my girl” – why am i secretly happy you called me “your girl”? *oopssss* “You’ve a beautiful body. I’ve touched it I know. Plus all the chocolate will go to the important places that I like anyways” – oops shy x2 -Joyce

02.02.2013

Serious work hunt starts for you. but you’re fully sleeping in between omgggg. SO YOU. lol. did family photoshoot today. wished you were here :/ -Joyce

01.02.2013

You resigned today! omg it was really kinda sudden cause i thought you’d resign afer you get a new job but… i guess it’s good liberation for you! and you told your mom you wanna stay in sg afer china trip omggggg. this is really getting realllll. and when i sent you face of the day your reply was….. “哈哈哈 真飘亮！ 我爱 xx” hahahaha! when i saw the hahaha i was like “omg oh shit you’re tired of me already” -.- and you fully camwhored and sent me all the cute photos omgggg cannot resist. can still visualise your photos in my head as im typing lolll. and you sent me a conversation between you and your mom. so cute + mean totally just say you’re gonna sleep for the two weeks you’re in sg -.- YES YOU’RE COMING TO SG!!! -Joyce