today I went for adex. while waiting for friends at bay front mrt I can't stop thinking of you. how it was where we arranged to meet, and everything just continued to blossom. If given a choice I'll do it all over again because you're worth it. you're worth me trying and failing over and over again. you're this addictive.
went for quick drinking session with friends too. really wished you were here. almost blacked out the moment I stood up from the mrt, such a hard time crossing the road to get a cab, felt so terrible walking up to my room. worst was getting stuck in the toilet trying to puke and fixing my splitting head. I wish you were here.
I miss you so bad I feel zoned out. it's like I'm dead inside. I need you to make me feel alive. I almost can't breathe anymore.
I wish you knew.
-Joyce
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