12.04.2013

today I finally sent out my resumes to Australian job search sites. hopefully I land a job in Melbourne, get a sponsorship visa and all our worries will be unfounded. please, wait for me.

and you're going sydney in 35 days. sigh pie go holiday never tell me :( but who am I to ask anyway. will you eventually still tell me?

went for this culinary event called Savour today. I think you'll like it. it's really fun! had the most life changing pasta ever. it's like fly to heaven kinda pasta. and there was a lot of cooking demonstrations and food samples hahahha you sure like. went with my friend called Cloud. then I realised how wrong a choice it was. he put my photo as his phone wallpaper wtf?! and when we were walking he like will touch my waist sometimes like say "eh walk here" then I thought he was just being polite then at the train station before we parted he hugged me and kissed me on the cheek. WHAT. THE. FUCK. life is so wrong on so many levels.

I wish you knew baby. I wish you were here.

oh and I saw someone who looked a lot like you in the train. like I was stunned for 2 minutes heart stopped a little. gosh how much I miss you.

-Joyce