10.01.2013

Today is like the third time (I think) I woke up at 0430am to wish you good day at work, my tiny attempt to make your day better. I feel like I can do this forever. Even better if I can just wake up next to you and wish you good day. *shysss* And you said we have to set new rules because you don’t want me to do this so I can only wake up to text you on monday mornings. I like how you’re caring for me, but I also want to do something for you in every little way I can. “Please I want you so much cause you’re the hottest and we’ll make the best babies” – We were talking about whose baby photos were cuter by the way LOL. Sometimes I wonder why are you so corny (but I still like it -.-) “If I love you whatever you turn into I’ll still love you halo” – So I asked you whether you love me cause I don’t want to wait till Thailand and your answer was “Yes I want to love you”. That got me thinking : what is “want to love you”? So today we went on and on getting high about a Thailand trip that we don’t even know for sure that will come true. Let’s keep our fingers crossed and hope for the best. “I’ve never known a girl who goes diving lie a hobby who drives a car like me who drops popcorn all over who eats burger like -.-”‘ who is so black who is so mature at your age who is so independent and so amazing and studying law and wakes up at 430 to text her lover and so busy that she’s not replying and so beautiful and so sexy and so easy to love xx” You know what? I’ve never had anyone say such beautiful words to me. What have I been doing going out with those guys, wasting my youth away -.- Why didn’t we meet earlier, things would have been perfect to the T. -Joyce