05.02.2013

Today you have a phone interview for a call centre – shit job with shit pay as you call it. sucks to know you’re feeling unhappy about being unemployed but i can’t do anything forthen i you. i mean even if i were there with you there’s also isnt anything i can do, but at least i can give you a hug and let you know that everything’s gonna be okay. but don’t lose hope okay, next interview’s only gonna be better when i sent you a photo pf my handwriting (my essays) and you said “you’re such a beautiful girl” for a moment my heart stopped cause i thought you meant it for someone else oops :/ managed to get you a list of tough interview questions in preparation for your interview tomorrow. makes me feel 0.0002% more useful haha. but still glad that they can somehow help you a bittttt :i just have to familiarise with it and go in with more confidence. scared cause it’s really at stake. it’s this or doom kind. and the last two interviews i was unsuccessful.” – i wish i knew what to say or do when you’re down like this. maybe secretly glad that i’m not there cause i’ll be at a loss of what to say. but then again, i can always give you a hug and let you know that i’ll be there for you. wait for me, will you? and meanwhile, dont lose faith in yourself. -Joyce